I'm definitely on the edge today.
Drove to Cardiff in tears at the thought that my baby has just gone through another upheaval going back to the orphanage in preparation for next weekend's adoption.
Email issues,
IT problems,
leaving work (I hate goodbyes),
decorators at home,
trying to organise the last bits for travel,
trying to assemble a pushchair,
trying to burn DVDs from the hard disk recorder.
They're all getting to me a bit and then I remember the long journey (physical and emotional) and the huge changes that are coming, and that little baby who is and will be going through so much more with no control or understanding of what's happening.
I know that nobody said life was easy, but today remembering that isn't helping!
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