JUST TO RUB SALT INTO THE WOUNDS

. . . I had to cancel ALL the weekend plans we'd made - it was due to be a really busy and special couple of days.

On Saturday M, C and L (Alice's orphanage sister) and GF N were due to come over for the day. We haven't seen M, C and L since mid August, this was supposed to be a belated birthday celebration, now it'll be very belated.

Today we were due to go to Longleat with D and A.

If I wasn't feeling bad enough already, then missing out on these things makes me feel worse. Sorry guys, I hope that we can rearrange very soon.